Just to make sure

31.10.13




that i make sure that i surely act on this project for sure.

By announcing the existence of such project I ensure that I try my best to accomplish it. (Because I always try my best to fulfill anything I publicly announce so as to not embarrass myself).

Because i think i need to make the remaining time i have left on this break useful and "goal-oriented". HEHE!
Because my sembreak this time is so0o0o not goal oriented.
What have I been doing all the time?
BUMMING and taking selfies. And i enjoy it very much.

plenty more where this came from

During school days, I easily get eaten up by stress. I can normally handle it though but this semester was the hardest one so far, I had a little episodic breakdown in front of my mother (shhh its our little secret okayy). So I promised myself that when break comes, I WILL BUM AT HOME AND FORGET THE WORLD.

and yeah i have.

But while I'm doing that, i think i need to set some "goals" because school starts next next week. booo.
I need to start getting it together. Oooohhh that makes me sound like balanced individual.

But funny thing is none of these goals are actually academic. They consist of mundane girly stuff like getting my hair done, getting some clothes tailor fitted, getting more clothes, buying lipgloss and getting better skin??
But thats not the point of this post.
The biggest goal, which is the point of this whole post, is cosplay-related. 

OKAY SO HERE IT IS.
it is so embarrassing. idk why
if you're reading this, i hope we don't go to the same school.

I wanna go as Lina Inverse of Dota to OtakuFest2014. 
I will go as Lina Inverse of Dota to OtakuFest2014. 


My first choice was actually the Vengeful Spirit, Shendelzare Silkwood from dota 2 simply because her costume is the COOLEST. (with less skimpy modifications ofcourse)




But I decided to go with Lina in the end because I wanted to choose the character I knew more.
I hope I can actually do this.

I keep telling myself: no more room for doubt and hesitation. The last time I allowed that there were severe repercussions. 

Because I am so indecisive and i hesitate for TOO LONG, I have this really bad habit of cramming, especially on costumes.  I do enjoy making them but I always end up cramming them because I take too long to decide and don't plan ahead. 
Nevertheless, I usually always get away with it and manage to show up with something considerably good. I feel confident that I can complete a costume in about just 3 days time. 

Madhatter, 2012 (first time ever)

Scarecrow, 2013

Corpse Bride, 2013

But there was this one time that I crammed a costume so bad, I didn't make it in time to the convention. I managed to finish it and put it on but by the time we were on the way, I had a bad head ache and the event was about to end anyway. So I didn't push through. 

the "i got ready but didn't make it" selfie

I even got sick because of the cram-stress. Wa najud natabang. Nasirang pangarap jd toh. The feeling of that memory really left a bad aftertaste that I vowed never to cram my costumes again. I would rather not cosplay than cram a project. 


And so I missed so many events :(


WELL ANYWAY. Back to the goal.
I have about 3 months to prepare for this cosplay.
I am kind of excited :)
And whats more exciting is that 3 of my other friends are also planning to go as Dota characters. And we could go as a group so its less lonely.

I used to play Dota back in first year high school. And the character I used over and over again was Lina because I just felt she was the most powerful female hero. feeling ra toh naku atu na time ha. But that was a very short period of time, I don't remember very much. But I can still remember the map and locations of the 2 black markets, enough to impress my expert player cousins.


What I am excited about is the freedom I get when I interpret the costume. There are a lot of different popular fan art renditions of the costume and each brings something different to the table. So I dont have to worry about comparisons (which is a challenge when you're doing a much loved character).


   

 



MAGNANING NA JD KO.
if i can develop naningness here, it will transcend to my academics too!
HUEHUEHUE

Oh gawd this post is so jeje but I really wanted to make it.
I hope nobody I know in real life reads this.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN ^.^

91 comments:

  1. OMG! your costumes are so sickkk! Great makeup and styling. I love your blog and I'm happy to return your follow! Now your newest follower! Keep in touch!

    Best,
    CD

    ican'taffordmylifestyle

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  2. Wow I love your makeups, very talented! Gladly I follow back, thank you so much for visiting me darling.
    xoxo

    About women and not only Blog

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  3. Wowww ...Great post! I'm now following you in GFC ;)

    Kisses

    http://shoppingstyle-elena.blogspot.com.es/

    SHOPPING STYLE

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  4. Love your blog honey! Of course I follow you! ;)

    www.shoppingmarbella.com

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  5. Thank you for visiting my blog and leaving such a nice comment. Following back on GFC #145. Great post and gorgeous costumes.
    xo
    Lenya
    FashionDreams&Lifestyle

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  6. You're costumes are fantastic!!
    I follow you now on GFC
    Come to my blog and follow if you like ;)

    http://coco-colo.blogspot.de/

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  7. thank you very much, dear :)
    follow you back on GFC
    http://chillychickblog.blogspot.sk

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  8. Wow!!
    Such a fantastic costumes!!!
    YOu ve got a great imagination The costeme from Alice is my favorite
    Thaks for your comment in my blog
    Followed back on GFC

    http://alissagromova.blogspot.com/

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  9. Lovely post. I love every inch of your costumes. They´re really cool. :)
    Thanks for stopping by on my blog and for comment- I´m your new follower too. :)
    fashionhapenss.blogspot.sk

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  10. wow amazing cotumes and make up !!
    thanks for funny comment on my blog heheheh i love your blog and i started followed you ;)
    happy halloween ;)

    http://sonya-thaniya.blogspot.com

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  11. Great Post!
    i follow you now on GFC :-)
    Hope you follow back♥
    http://inaalovephotographie.blogspot.de/

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  12. thank you for sweet comment, dear:) follow you back

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  13. Hi dear, you have such a lovely blog! Maybe we can follow each other on GFC and on the other social networks?! Let me know, i’ll following u back with pleasure :) ♥

    My Blog ♥
    Instagram
    Youtube
    Facebook
    Twitter

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  14. fantastic;)

    follow me?---------->http://redlips-evelinafashion.blogspot.com/
    kiss:*

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  15. you made all of your costume by your self? you such an amazing girl <3 and those make up are all super crazy excellent! such a talented!
    btw, thanks for visiting my blog, and sure i'd love to do follow for follow, i am following you now :)

    www.cinwilsoon.blogspot.com

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    1. yes but i had some help from my mom :D hahahaha thanks

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  16. Great post! Beautiful inspiration!

    Fololow back! Thank you!

    Have a nice weekend!
    vgolove1.blogspot.ru

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  17. Gorgeous characters! Love it all. Great post!
    Mind to follow each other? Let me know. :)

    http://tasiawijayanti.blogspot.com/
    xx

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  18. Happy halloween! love your pics <3
    visit mine if you have time dear


    sweet and sugars,
    DIAS

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  19. You look so beautiful sweety! :)

    Wanna follow each other? If yes, follow me and then I follow you back, OK? Just let me know ;)
    Kisses:*

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  20. lovely! shall we follow by facebook and bloglovin?
    www.supongoestilo.blogspot.nl

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  21. great post. would you like to follow eachother?
    xx
    daniella
    simplybeautifulelegant.blogspot.com

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  22. Your blog is amazing, I'd love to come back here;)
    if you want to follow each other, please follow me on GFC, and I'll do the same ;)
    http://indiesan.blogspot.com/

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  23. You have made some wonderful costumes! I hope that you make another great one this time, I'm sure you will now you have a goal :)

    Away From The Blue

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  24. Great review!
    ^_^
    Do you want to follow eachother with?))
    http://fashionelenblog.blogspot.ru/

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  25. This is amazing <3 Love your blog. I'm following you by GFC. :) Would you like to follow me back? I'm waiting for new post dear. Kisses :*
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  26. hi dear! i'm following u back via gfc, but i can't find your fb and twitter page... can u give me your links?! :) big kisses

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  27. WOOOWWW your halloween looks are awesome senorita! I love them all. I want to be the corpse bride, but I can't do it myself. Would you like to follow each other on GFC & Bloglovin?

    xoxo,
    www.lovebetweentheracks.com

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  28. nice blog and posts :)
    Do you wanna follow me ? ----> http://fashionkludi.blogspot.com/
    Kisses from Poland :*

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  29. Wow amazing halloween looks!! I love your blog :)

    It would be great if we could follow each other!
    I am now following you on GFC and would love it if you could follow back!!

    http://www.stylememoirs.co.uk

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  30. nice post!!! thanks for your comment.
    I'm following you with gfc
    kisses

    http://lestyledelapetiteblonde.blogspot.com.es/

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  31. Love these looks! Amazing sweetie! Thanks for the lovely comment on my blog! Yes lets follow :) I am now following you via GFC...follow back?

    XoXo
    Teresa
    www.chicaffordable.blogspot.com

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  32. Great costumes! You def did so well on it! I would like to invite you to check out my blog and maybe we can follow each other?

    www.wear2day.com

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  33. Cute post.
    Would you like to follow each other via GFC, Bloglovin and G+.
    Please leave a comment when you follow an i'll follow you right back.
    http://icynosure.blogspot.in/

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  34. so creative :)
    maybe we will follow each other? (facebook also if you have :) ) let me know :)
    I will be also very glad when you will CLICK on sheinside banner :)
    Kisses!
    DOMINIKALICIOUS

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  35. You have a great blog :)
    Maybe we can follow each other on GFC and Bloglovin, if you want? Let me know :)

    Kisses,
    Maria
    http://retrostreetstation.blogspot.de/

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  36. WOW! Great post!
    kisses
    GIVEAWAY on my blog
    ESTOY DE SORTEO EN EL BLOG!
    Besazos!
    http://withmyhips.blogspot.com.es/

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  37. Thanks for visiting dear! Of course we can follow each other ^^
    Followed you already :) hope you can do the same^^

    www.thefabulousgeek.blogspot.com
    Instagram: @lefabgeek

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  38. nice post
    visit my blog too...and if you like we can follow each other...just let me know
    kisses
    http://thegirlsgallery.blogspot.com/

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  39. beautiful post
    wanna follow each other via gfc and bloglovin
    kisses

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  40. Perfect costumes! Very inspirational post! Check out my blog... and what do you think... do you wanna follow each other?
    www.styleofdarina.blogspot.com

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